Do you know what 7000 bucks will get you?
A nice set of pillows... Here I spent all this money on boobs to feel better about myself, and I do. But now after having the baby I rarely go out let alone put on clothes I would want anyone seeing me in. I am not saying I want to go out looking like a hooker or something because I never did that...But it would be nice to get out and look like a normal person now and then. Anyway, Emy has claimed my boobs as her own. She burrows in them, pinches them, bites on them, sleeps on them, and so on... I hope she is enjoying my 7000 dollar boobs! She has decided that she has a spot all her own on me. When she is ready to go sleepy she wiggles her way down there and rolls her eyes in back of her head and drifts off. I guess she has decide I am a keeper for a mommy.
Awesome news from her Dr today, her brain bleed has resolved... no internal damage and everything is normal. She is such an amazing strong baby... I am so proud of her. Keith asked me the other day what I thought she might be when she gets older. I would just like her to be happy and healthy and stay the fighter that she was born as. She could mop floors for a living and if she was happy then I would be too. Of course when she is a teenager I am going to try to get her to be all she can. I think she is going to play soccer or something too, she has a set of strong little legs on her! Anyway I wouldn't doubt if she was something incredible... with all that she has been through there must be a good reason that she is here. I know my little girl has a purpose in life.
I am also happy because I no longer have to set my alarm at night to feed her. The Doc said she should know now when she is hungry and to just let her wake me up so long as she doesn't go over 6 hours. Sounds great to me!
She can focus on me as well now too which is great. It is wonderful to see her looking up at me. She watches everything I do and say like it is amazing or something. She is starting to smile now here and there. She does the Elvis smile too, it is too cute!
Well, I am going to try and relax before she wakes up again. Later
Awesome news from her Dr today, her brain bleed has resolved... no internal damage and everything is normal. She is such an amazing strong baby... I am so proud of her. Keith asked me the other day what I thought she might be when she gets older. I would just like her to be happy and healthy and stay the fighter that she was born as. She could mop floors for a living and if she was happy then I would be too. Of course when she is a teenager I am going to try to get her to be all she can. I think she is going to play soccer or something too, she has a set of strong little legs on her! Anyway I wouldn't doubt if she was something incredible... with all that she has been through there must be a good reason that she is here. I know my little girl has a purpose in life.
I am also happy because I no longer have to set my alarm at night to feed her. The Doc said she should know now when she is hungry and to just let her wake me up so long as she doesn't go over 6 hours. Sounds great to me!
She can focus on me as well now too which is great. It is wonderful to see her looking up at me. She watches everything I do and say like it is amazing or something. She is starting to smile now here and there. She does the Elvis smile too, it is too cute!
Well, I am going to try and relax before she wakes up again. Later