It's growing
Dear Coffee,
So full of flavor and arousing aroma, how I miss thee...
Dear Soda,
So bubbly and sugary and dear to me, how I miss thee too.
Yeah okay, so I am dying for some soda!! DYING!! I promised myself that I would not drink any soda or coffee for this whole pregnancy. What a bitch I am to myself!! I am off the caffeine... my body is not happy about it. I went through the withdrawals and the headaches for days now I just long to have it of every minute of every day. I know there is caffeine free soda but I do not see the benefits of feeding this baby soda so I am not. I am limited to water, milk, and juice. I fucking hate water. I have to mask it with Crystal Lite and even then my throat still closes up. It makes me want to throw up but I force myself to drink it. WHY THE HELL CAN'T SODA BE GOOD FOR YOU?
Everything else is fine. I am big as a house already. HUGE. I don't want to leave the house for fear somebody might ask me how far along I and pat my belly. I guess my body wants to do it right this time and is stretching out early getting ready. That's nice... I don't want to have to tell people I am only 7 weeks!!
I am starving all the damn time. If I don't eat I feel like I am going to throw up. The baby wakes me up around 3 and wants food badly!! I refuse to get up in the middle of the night and eat a damn meal!! So, I grab a couple of crackers and head for the couch to watch TV. Did you know that there are actually some good shows on now late at night...not all infomercials. So, anyway, I eat and then I want to throw up again. I don't, which is good but come on!! Either way I am screwed. MAKE UP YOUR MIND CHILD, FOOD OR NO FOOD?
My poor little Tucker has been sick. He has a really bad infected eye and has been in a lot of pain. I hate it when my dogs are sick... I also hate how much it friggin cost to take them to the doctor. It cost me over 200 bucks for shits sake!! He is lucky he is worth it!! Hehe...
So on Friday Em and I are heading to NY. I am leaving before Keith because I want to stop for the night. He has to work on Friday. So, I figure since we have to take two cars anyway I might as well leave the day before and spend the night like I want to. I just don't want to push myself while I am preggers. I can take my time, I will just have Em and the cat so it will be a lot less stressful. This way Keith can work and get a good night's sleep on Friday as well. So, wish us luck on the trip, especially Keith because he is going to have both the dogs!! :)
Well, that is my update... isn't it Fab? I am tired as hell so I am going to go lay down so that I can not fall asleep and do the same tonight. Enjoy.
So full of flavor and arousing aroma, how I miss thee...
Dear Soda,
So bubbly and sugary and dear to me, how I miss thee too.
Yeah okay, so I am dying for some soda!! DYING!! I promised myself that I would not drink any soda or coffee for this whole pregnancy. What a bitch I am to myself!! I am off the caffeine... my body is not happy about it. I went through the withdrawals and the headaches for days now I just long to have it of every minute of every day. I know there is caffeine free soda but I do not see the benefits of feeding this baby soda so I am not. I am limited to water, milk, and juice. I fucking hate water. I have to mask it with Crystal Lite and even then my throat still closes up. It makes me want to throw up but I force myself to drink it. WHY THE HELL CAN'T SODA BE GOOD FOR YOU?
Everything else is fine. I am big as a house already. HUGE. I don't want to leave the house for fear somebody might ask me how far along I and pat my belly. I guess my body wants to do it right this time and is stretching out early getting ready. That's nice... I don't want to have to tell people I am only 7 weeks!!
I am starving all the damn time. If I don't eat I feel like I am going to throw up. The baby wakes me up around 3 and wants food badly!! I refuse to get up in the middle of the night and eat a damn meal!! So, I grab a couple of crackers and head for the couch to watch TV. Did you know that there are actually some good shows on now late at night...not all infomercials. So, anyway, I eat and then I want to throw up again. I don't, which is good but come on!! Either way I am screwed. MAKE UP YOUR MIND CHILD, FOOD OR NO FOOD?
My poor little Tucker has been sick. He has a really bad infected eye and has been in a lot of pain. I hate it when my dogs are sick... I also hate how much it friggin cost to take them to the doctor. It cost me over 200 bucks for shits sake!! He is lucky he is worth it!! Hehe...
So on Friday Em and I are heading to NY. I am leaving before Keith because I want to stop for the night. He has to work on Friday. So, I figure since we have to take two cars anyway I might as well leave the day before and spend the night like I want to. I just don't want to push myself while I am preggers. I can take my time, I will just have Em and the cat so it will be a lot less stressful. This way Keith can work and get a good night's sleep on Friday as well. So, wish us luck on the trip, especially Keith because he is going to have both the dogs!! :)
Well, that is my update... isn't it Fab? I am tired as hell so I am going to go lay down so that I can not fall asleep and do the same tonight. Enjoy.